The overwhelm and worry overtook me frequently, just trying to get by. I was living day by day and not feeling like I was getting anywhere with no real goal other than to make money. Life was passing by in a blur.
I was on autopilot- just wanting to get through and hoping I’d slow down one day. I was ignoring my kids, my husband and myself, with my brain in unproductive high gear.
I’d given up on thinking anything would help and that this is just how life is.
I needed to get out of my own way, I just didn’t know how to do that. I’d read so many self help and health books over the years. I’d tried many approaches. Yoga, meditation, a mindset work, a couple of programs.
There’s never an ideal time to start. But it’s always time. Do I start Numinous, or stay spinning my wheels mentally, wondering if I would always feel like this. Not depressed, not sad, just bogged down with life. Uninspired. Tired. I’m not one to lean on others; I’d never had a coach and I was not sure this was going to work. Fast forward to the end of the course, I don’t recognise myself in the best way.
You know you have changed inside when you can sit peacefully by yourself and not yearn outwardly for anything. And be simultaneously buzzed by all the possibilities for the future.
I’m dazzled. The change is profound. It’s the kind of change that remains. It’s rebuilding yourself bit by bit until you are new. But still you. New perspectives that allow more space for you to go about your day with ease.Unshakeable.
Pauline makes this work fun. It doesn’t even seem like work. It’s never boring. The intimate group setting is perfect for working together and separately.
I’m reasonably new to spirituality, quantum, energy work. Some concepts were brand new, some were crazy at first! Some were very familiar.
Pauline has created a perfectly curated program that guides you no matter your level, that is 100% science based mixed with her incredible shamanic activations.
It’s something to behold and I sincerely feel everyone should do this program.
Pauline’s ability to articulate and process your emotions in your body as well as a deep understanding of yourself removes all the unnecessary layers that keep you stuck.
I now work more fluidly, and with ease. I’m efficient, I interact with myself and others effectively and I’ve finally learned to look outwards instead of being on autopilot and overwhelm.
Being present with my children even within the daily chaos is a gift I’ll take with me forever. I look forward to the rest of my life now. What a gift. I’ve only just begun and I can’t wait to see what’s next.
Every person in the world needs to do this, truly. It’s not about business, it’s about how you bring yourself to your business and to life. You can’t lose.
Kate Bourne
Health Professional
